Ever feel like...
Sep. 2nd, 2011 11:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
an asshole when you're really just trying to be nice? I know, I'm not exactly the perfect person, and yes, I'm prone to making stupid mistakes from time-to-time, but what I don't want to actively do is to be an, erm, well, a (to put it nicely) jackass to my friends, even if it's accidental. It hurts me as much as it hurts the people I care about. It really, really does. It's like getting a dagger through your heart, and it just won't go away. It's like a feeling of waking up being sick and wanting to barf. Suffice to say, it's not a pleasant experience, tbqh.
So, consider this my vow, my guarantee, or what-have-you. I'm not going to promise to be perfect in every way imaginable, but I will work hard to be sincere, caring, and most of all, a beacon of goodness to all my friends. I know making such a vow is a difficult endeavor to keep up on, so all I ask is that you all give me the strength to go on and continue with such efforts.
So, consider this my vow, my guarantee, or what-have-you. I'm not going to promise to be perfect in every way imaginable, but I will work hard to be sincere, caring, and most of all, a beacon of goodness to all my friends. I know making such a vow is a difficult endeavor to keep up on, so all I ask is that you all give me the strength to go on and continue with such efforts.